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In ‘The Lowdown,’ I’m The Only Person Playing Myself 

You know him, you love him. He's probably helped you get home safe. Here's Big Fish, the Mercury Lounge's revered bouncer, in his own words.

7:55 PM CDT on October 15, 2025

The Big Fish has been keeping people safe at Mercury Lounge for years, and in episode five of ‘The Lowdown,’ he appears as himself.

|Shane Brown | FX Networks

The Lowdown’s on now. I’m in it. For some reason, I’m not a character; I’m not named something else. I’m me. Ethan Hawke as Lee Raybon, when he’s getting dragged out of Mercury Lounge in Episode 5, he calls me “Fish.” My name.

I wonder why?

I’ve been a Bouncer for almost 37 years now. 1988 was a long time ago, but it’s as vivid in my thoughts now as it was then. I’ve been at this shit a long time.

Bouncer. Capitalize that word when you are talking about me or any other tooth-breaking, hardcore, soft-speaking goon. Bring us some hot coffee on cold nights, because we are the people who will shield you, try to keep you from getting arrested, give you a shoulder to hold you up, open our arms so you can part with your tragedies, and give you our word that you’ll get home intact.

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Why would that make any difference to TV people? I would not try to fathom reasons, save for one fact about what I do: I protect people.

If there’s a real reason for my role in that show, it’s probably the same as why I’ve gotten any other bouncing gig I’ve ever had: There are very few of us left.

The Bouncer.

Respect what the fuck that it is. We are dying off. The G’s are all gone. I’m what’s left.